I nv got the time to blog. Things are moving too fast ever since I got married. Or rather things got very busy. Well still trying catch up with my own life, enjoying every little time I have with kai. So far so good, I'm still alive!!
Many things happened, many emotions & thoughts! Too many to verbalise them. Felling the pressure.. Got a heavy heart.
It's April, can't believe it. The month of make-it-or-break-it. Hang on ivory!
i dont feel Christmas coming this year.
i had not done ANY christmas shopping.
im sorry my friends,i really have no time.
things are different this year, way different.
for those who know, please pray together with me.
im tired..its really not easy juggling everything.
i need to just vet it out. I HATE "POH LENG TENG".
im fighting against time. i need to learn to manage
2009 has not been easy for me since June.
but GOD is still great and I still want to trust in HIM.
all things may fail, but not GOD.
everyone disappoints, but not GOD.
a few days to end of the year, to welcoming 2010.
mixed feelings.. greater responsibility to come.
stretched in more ways. i need to grow up.
GOD, give me grace. The joy of the Lord is my strength.
i dun update my wedding blog these days cos... i've never done anything recently! GOSH! and it's 87 more days!! well, it seems like its a long time down the road, but seriously more than 20 days has passed since I started to count down from 100! the next time i blog will be another 20 days later, and another 20, another 20...that takes 4 more blogs to reach the BIG DAY! ok, now i'm scaring myself! i dun have time! let me see, what have i used my time for.. erm, erm, erm, WorK!? I CANT WAIT FOR OUR HONEYMOON! for now, back to earth..
had a great saturday morning with sista at spruce
had a hearty breakfast, which may burn a hole in the heart and pocket
nonetheless had a great time with her
with 3 more months to go..sharing the room, having dramatic nights
will definitely miss her, and her uproar when i go to bed early
she will definitely miss me more, her alarm clock is gone
and thereafter we both will lead a different life; i taking a bigger step. HUGE one
sista, u are awesome =) HUGS
had the worst 2 days of my life
i never had food poisoning before, its terrible
vomit, diarrhoea, vomit, diarrhoea
so weak to even walk to the doc
had wedding dinner the night before
i threw out the last dish glutinous rice to the first cold dish
but i dun think its the dinner, must be the lunch at the hawker
'thanks' to this ordeal, i lost weight, my tummy is flat, its scary
i need chicken!!!!!! i miss good food!!!!!
a great encounter on sun.
i havent been ministered like this during a svc for a long time
luckily i was not on svc duty =P
a word in season, i've been encouraged, strengthen.
i will not be confuse. He is still good.
it is always easy to say and confess...
the real test comes when you are send forth back to the challenge to face it.
i want to overcome it.
thanks to great friends who stood by me, who did not give up on me.
thanks to kai who really have been patient and understanding. hugs!
i feel like a volcano, waiting to spurt out my lava.
but its just stuck. why? cos im just too kind. i'm too considerate for others.
in turn, i dont get the same consideration or kindness. seriously!
"with friends like that, you really do not need enemies"
this sentence never apply in my life till now.
for those who know me, im someone who hates conflicts, i dont like to bother people, or make them uncomfortable.
i will just bottle it all.
please! if you are not going to help me, fine.. dont make matters worse.
if you dont know my position, dont judge me. im not perfect.
come be in my position. if you think you can do better, fine.
if it really isnt for anything, it is because i dont want to give up.
the volcano is still stuck.
let me just enjoy my mask with fancy free ringing in my head.
a good weekend for me, looking forward for mon photoshoot.
ps: ivory is still human. she seldom post this kind of frustration. just let her be.
interesting VMA with kayne's stunt, beyonce's graciousness
interesting US open with serena's outburst that led to the mama champ
plus federer's nice last shot. nv been a fan of US open till *ahem
my life's interesting too, but not that way which i want. it's far too 'interesting'. how long can i keep this up.
been busy, still.
battling with different stuff.
to keep myself 'happily' busy with wedding prep, decided to keep a wedding prep journey. actually more like an inspiration blog.
here you go: http://2pathsbecome1.blogspot.com/
*hope i'll be active to update it* =P
speaking of weddings, i have 6 lined up for the rest of the year!
came back from a great trip with kai to bintan. we stayed at a great villa, we had an awesome time! really appreciate the serenity and chance to just RELAX! love the sun, sand and sea!
we tried the ATV. the guide lead us through the forest, along the beautiful beach, to a cliff with the sea surrounding us. it was breath-taking! most "memorable" experience is when i fell off the vehicle after crashing into a tree on an attempt to drive down the slope; left me with scratches and a big bruise on my leg. oh plus almost 12 mosquito bites....gosh!
this is the most adventurous trip for us as a couple together! we did snorkeling too! LOL, i can't used to the gear and found myself struggling a few times. after a while, i manged to get the hang and we went quite far off to see school of small fishes and corals and erm, seaweed. it wasn't the best but was good enough for us on our first attempt :)
im missing the time we have.. just lazing at the beach and pool, walking down the beach during sunrise and sunset, catching hermit crabs and small lobsters.. sigh....
well, the most disappointing thing is that all our pictures were lost, due to a fault in the card reader which locked the memory card. wishing we can try to retrieve them. sob sob... took alot of beautiful pics.. for now, the fond memories will be in my head forever.
the next trip will be our honeymoon nxt year. cant wait for another vacation, with work so crazy everyday!
thr were 16 loved ones who came to support our special day
who took their time off, we are really blessed by their presence
and flashing lights- 5 paparazzi with us =P
so embarassed by the mighty entourage
and wherever Wong family goes, its always hilarious
but all's good and fun
took lotsa pics... hope to get my hands on them soon!
i love my dress SO SO SO much!! cant bear to part with it
i love my shoes too! i get to keep that, with a burn in my pocket
so it's back to work, being an octopus again
im still doing a-ok at the moment
anytime i cant take it, i will scream
i will just leave (for holiday i mean) *wink
it's june, lotsa of stuff coming up every week till July
can't wait for peak to be over
and then time will fly, yet to settle wedding details
my gung-ho wedding coord really very gung-ho
*mama, rest first please!!
it's going to be a blink of an eye, before Jan comes
whoa, the next phase of life!
im keeping myself sane
in everything, He is still good.
thanks to my wonderful colleagues for the sweet surprise and blessing. timely and appreciated! =) of course the unique card, thanks lyna & phia.
thanks ming for the amazing creation! *congrats to this mama!! zoe has popped out! she's so adorable, sleeps soundly while baby next bed keeps wailing..
we've collected our rings! yea =)
but no i haven find my ROM shoes. boo =(
mon tues audit..at least i can go ROM in peace. pray for me!
1. I wish for a pug!
2. Adam Lambert is going to win AI8 hands-down.
3. I am toning up, not sliming down. I got alot of concerned looks and queries. Not to worry, I am starving myself, I am still eating (if i have the time at work for lunchtime).
4. Busy busy busy with new place, with audits (may 29, jun 8 & 9)
5. ROM on June 10 :)
6. My handphone is giving up on me. And I am soon going to smash it on the floor.
7. BLTC last lesson this sun! Whoa.. kudos to all trainers!
8. I am looking for my matrimony venue- that can contain 250 theatre seating followed by causal lunch buffet. Affordable, did I mention that?Arts House
National Museum
Philatelic Museum
Fort Canning Park
Botanic Gardens
Zoo
One Rochester
Hotels
SOMEBODY HELP!!
and finally...
9. I want to burn down Hortpark or NParks mangement. Because of their inability to launch the online booking system and lack of customer service to their email enquiries, i was not able to secure the place for Matrimony, after finally convincing ourselves that this is the place we want to hold it! *clenched fists* *cries*
finally! got a new lappy and my life is back (ha ha, u koe what i mean)
things have been busy at work.. learning new stuff and it will be a challenge.
interesting events coming up too!
may audit
june audit & ROM
july audit & slimming down
aug slimming down & pic taking
sep slimming down & food tasting (yum!)
oct-jan slimming down & serious wedding prep
whoa! keep me in prayers!
watch this if you want to be motivated for weight loss and keeping fit. i mean, they really change alot at the end of the experience *jaw drop*
for me, my current weight is XXkg.. I have lost 3 kg in 1.5months! *claps* shall continue with my personal trainer.. tracy anderson (nah!)
